but I've had this song with the word "karma" in my head for the past few days (kidding, it's not the yoga. I don't do any of those componants of yoga practice).
Part of that song says ..."I've given all I can, it's not enough. I've given all I can..." That is exactly how I have been feeling lately- wrestling with my perfectionism, trying to find balance, not even being receptive to traits like gratitude. I think fear, doubt, and an expectation of impending failure have consumed my thoughts. I've avoided eating well, and avoided relieving stress and internalized all of this.
Point is- the song concludes by repeating a phrase which is helping me snap out of it. I think I appreciate that coming full circle could simply be snapping back into my right mind. I feel like even the phrase demands that I readjust to my surroundings and adjust my focus. It says:
"For a minute there I lost myself, I lost myself. for a minute there I lost myself........"
Monday, February 1, 2010
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